I recently found my English notebook from high school buried among other notebooks in my desk drawer. In between my junior and senior years, I took that journal with me to MIT and wrote 15 short entries that summer. Unfortunately, MITES was not the last time I would stay up til 1AM working on homework. In fact, much of this semester has been just that. I didn't take any more classes than last semester, they just simply all gave much more assignments than all of my previous classes. There were some weeks where I would spend every night staying up until 1AM, desperately trying to whittle down a mountain of problem sets. I didn't even have weekends, as they were devoted almost entirely to physics. Maybe things would not have been so rough if I did not have a job and ROTC leeching my time as well. My responsibilities in Air Force ROTC increased tenfold when I became Information Management Officer this semester. Basically, the entire detachment website suddenly fell under my authority and I constantly had to upload documents, change templates, and keep things current, something that would have not been so hard if Dreamweaver and MIT's server would get along with my computer. Thus, I basically had no free time this entire semester. Last semester, when I had stretches of free time hours long and no girlfriend, I could afford to indulge in my computer games like Civilization IV (which you should play). This semester, I would be lucky to have an hour, and if the choice was between LiveJournal's fussy photo uploader or the most beautiful girl in the world, well, there really isn't one. That is why I am here now, trying to explain why I have not written anything for four months. She's gone, classes are over and now I have nothing to do except miss her really bad and wait a couple days to see my family. Actually, I've still been really busy taking care of storage, packing, pre-registration, job applications, paperwork, last minute shifts at IS&T, and finding out where everything is.
As painful and psychosis inducing as this semester has been, the last few months did not just evaporate from my life. Thanks to what I've learned here, I now know how to solve several kinds of differential equations and linear systems. I can explain all of Maxwell's equations and tell you all about light diffraction and LRC circuits. I almost completely understand the inner workings of life down to the atomic structure of DNA and Biology now works thanks to chemical reactions and not magic. And in history, well, I already knew a lot about America, but I did get to write about 30 pages in papers that class. Plus, thanks to ROTC, I can storm a room using MOUT tactics, not get blown up by an IED, and turn my pants into a floatation device. I also joined MIT's newspaper, The Tech, as a cartoonist and my comic, Help Desk, appears to be wildly popular, at least among my class.
I've had a great time here at MIT over all I would say. Despite the many, many, many, many, many, hardships, I would have to say that the few good things that have happened make it all worth it. It's been fun, but now I'm really just bursting to go back home and talk with my Dad in person, give my mom lots of hugs, play videogames and watch the Office with my sister, let a big, fat kitty sit on me, and give my lazy turtles some exercise. Also, it'll be great to see my friends again. Meanwhile, all I can do now is pack some more and stew in this horrendous 90 degree heat with my butt stuck to my underwear and want to go home. Hopefully, two days from now, I'll be back home, away from this hellish (weatherwise) place. I conclude with a conversation I had with Maggie while taking her to the airport.
Maggie: They would probably already be dead...
Me: ?
Maggie: ...If something was so wrong with the Earth, that it would be snowing so much in late May.
Me: True. (I love this girl!)
Me: [sudden urge to watch 'The Day After Tomorrow' when I get home]
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and sticky - Music:Not this time
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calm - Music:Rascal Flatts (of course)
A few months ago, if you would have told me that I could have chance to be snowed in all by myself, with no responsibilities beyond eating and going to the bathroom, and have all that time to sit around and play computer games, I would have been so happy. Now I realize: It sucks. No amount of videogames could fill the void left by Maggie and my family being so far away. I want to go HOME! I hate this place! Get me out of HERE!
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depressed - Music:none, too sad :(
I'll also be able to meet her family through Skype, with my family in the background. It will be like a big conference call, between families who are now suddenly brought together for the first time. It's going to be so awkward. I can't wait!
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restless - Music:Rascal Flatts!
[Begin statement]
"Yes, the rumors are true. For those of you that don't know, I am no longer single. That is, I have a girlfriend now. If you just spat coffee onto your keyboard, I suggest you clean it up within the next few minutes. Dried coffee can cause some really nasty problems underneath the keys and that's no fun. Now I'm aware that some among you may think that this is a little 'fast', but rest assured that I would not let myself go through with anything without considering all my options and consequences. How can I go from relationally apathetic in one post to my current situation in the next? Simple, my last article was written on November 2nd. I actually was about an hour late to an optional Physics review session because I decided to write my last post. I was not actually going to go, but one of my friends convinced me that I should. It was there that I first met Maggie Lloyd. I had seen her in my classes several times before and thought it would be interesting to meet her, seeing that she is so tall (5'11") and has the same quirky mannerisms as me. Details can be filled in later. She was stuck on the same rocket changing mass problem on the pset as me, so we worked together for a bit to find the differentials of mass and velocity and solve for the final velocity after a certain amount of fuel is expended. That was that. Yeah, I liked her. I decided I could use that pset as a stepping stone to talk to her more over the next few days. Later, after the Calculus exam, we talked all the way back to her dorm and I learned that her favorite show was The Office. Of course, this set the stage for her coming over and watching the episode we missed during the physics exam. I found that we have so much in common, it's unbelievable. Then I took her to go see The Dark Knight at LSC. More missed episodes of The Office. Old episodes from my DVDs. Talking every day we have Calculus. I liked her from the beginning, and it was easy to tell that my feelings were reciprocal. I told her that I think she's the most incredible girl I've ever met after we saw Forrest Gump at LSC last Sunday. This was followed by a hug from her and some sweet words. I visited her Tuesday night in her room (don't worry, her three roommates were there) while she was packing to go visit some family in New York for Thanksgiving, where she is now. I had a lot of fun spending time with her, and her roommates are interesting to talk to/watch also, almost like a TV show. As I was leaving, with her walking me out, she mentioned that her dorm was havi
[End statement]
Michael Benitez concluded by saying that he is open to public and private inquiries regarding this matter. Currently, he cannot be reached for comment, as it is late and he is going to bed. Good night, everyone.
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ecstatic - Music:Rascal Flatts (what else?)
So I guess I should start in chronological order here. Shortly after my last post was my adviser dinner. You see, the freshmen advisers are allotted an unspecified amount of credit to spend on activities with their freshmen advising groups. Dr. Sheila Widnall, my adviser, took us all out to dinner at a Mexican restaurant in Somerville called The Border Cafe. It was really good and I was so full. Even better, some of my best friends (Pearle and Vamsi) are in my advising group so it was doubleplusgood (<--- random reference to 1984).
The following weeks were somewhat uneventful. They usually follow this pattern:
General Formula for a week at MIT
Monday: PT in the morning. Lots of classes and come home to study frantically for Tuesday's 17.40 discussion.
Tuesday: Does not exist: Leave at 8am. Work, classes, AFROTC, IST training meeting, Weight Training. Get back home at 9pm.
Wenesday: Morning PT. Lots of classes and work at IST, then come home to work furiously because 18.02A and 8.01 are due tomorrow.
Thursday: Wake up early to finish what didn't get done the night before, turn it all in before 11am. Classes. Relax. Weight Training. Watch 'The Office'.
Friday: Less classes than Monday or Wednesday. Watch 3.091 on TV with Pearle. Longer lunch. Get ready for weekend, stay up late.
Saturday: Sleep in. Try to work on stuff during the day. Go to MacGregor at night to watch a movie with Pearle and Ethan.
Sunday: Sleep in. Some work may be impending but mostly there is not as much of a rush. Try to do 17.40 readings a day early. Maybe see a movie at LSC for free.
After my birthday, things went back to normal for a while, with sporadic exams and quizzes, of course. We had a movie night at ROTC and I saw 'Mystic River'. Not a bad movie, very long though. Speaking of AFROTC, my LLAB last week was a Humanitarian Crisis Simulation. We were split into small groups consisting of a few AF cadets, a couple of political science majors from Tufts, and some military advisers. It was a scenario where we (AFROTC) had to play the Department of Defense people and the political science students from Tufts played the State Department and USAID. We had to draft up a plan of action to take regarding a 7.1 scale earthquake in Taipei, Taiwan. We had a limited resources at our disposal and other issues that would come up, like China promising it would send foreign aid if we sent satellite images of the disaster area. This is funny if you know about the relationship between Taiwan and the PRC. The scenario was a lot of fun and I enjoyed the Tufts campus.
This weekend was Halloween, obviously and Pearle and Ethan were distraught that I didn't know I had to have a costume. We rigged up something really quickly and I dressed up as "The Economy". The description of my costume is in a picture in the new gallery I uploaded about an hour ago. There are other pictures of all of us that Pearle took, and I'll get them later. She was Padme Amidala from Attack of the Clones and Ethan was a jungle explorer or something. I don't know. He had a stuffed monkey around his neck that people would not stop messing with. We went party hopping in Boston that night 'til about midnight. In my opinion, frat parties are really boring. You go in and there's just a bunch of people writhing around in an alcohol-choked, sweaty mess. Needless to say, we had more fun walking around Boston at night than at any of the parties. Thus, we went back to MacGregor to watch "Sunshine". This is the third movie I've seen in the last few weeks where something goes wrong on a space mission. I saw "2001: A Space Odyssey" and "Alien" recently. The last two nights, I've stayed up 'til 5am. On Halloween night, (or Nov. 1st morning, if you will), Pearle, Ethan, and I stayed up being fascinated by the incredible stuff Google Earth can do now and the amazing 3D detail of the entire Boston area. Whoever creates the 3D buildings in Boston has a lot of time on their hands. Yesterday, I just spent the whole day working on 18.02A and 8.01, which is good, because that is a whole day that I won't have to work on them during the week. I've been sporadically writing this, uploading pictures, facebooking, and working all at the same time during the last few hours. Since I ate brunch around noon, you'll have to excuse me. At 3:30, it's time for dinch. Bye, all.
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restless - Music:Rascal Flatts
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cheerful - Music:Rascal Flatts
Once again, it is very late at night and I sit at my desk blogging away. Don't worry, all I had to do today was write a paper for my foreign policy class. Last week was the busiest of my entire life. From Sunday night to about Friday morning, I had absolutely zero free time. There were situations where I seriously considered foregoing eating/sleeping/showering in order to finish all my problem sets and study for the THREE exams I had this week. Yes, three big exams. I'm glad it's over now. I'm also glad I got one of the highest grades on my physics test, 91/1
00! Woo! So, perhaps, readers, it is easier to understand why I simply cannot post to this blog more often. Although the good thing about me posting so infrequently is that I can put pictures up every time. Let's begin now. I can't remember exactly where I left off, but shortly after my last post, the Air Force Detachment here scheduled an outing to go candle-pin bowling (a New England tradition) with our fellow cadets. I got to meet some of the cadets who didn't go to NSO and see some of our officers in civilian attire, a rare opportunity. So far the Air Force stuff is going well. I've gotten to do some fun things in LLAB and all those PT sessions are resulting in some strange bulges in my arms that I've never seen before. I also did a 1.5 mile run for the first time without stopping in my life. I'm getting better at this physical stuff. If you ever need a good exercise regimen, join the Air Force. I also got to wear my SDU (Service Dress Uniform) for the first time on Tuesday. I look really sharp in uniform. I'll get a better picture of myself in it tomorrow. I need something cool to use as my facebook profile picture. I've seen a bunch of movies in my downtime lately: 2001: A Space Odyssey, Apocalypse Now, 28 Days Later. I also saw Get Smart again because I volunteer for LSC and get to watch movies for free. Everything has a downside though, and for this privilege, I had to help screen Sex and the City, which I can say with confidence that I will never, ever watch again. Aside from being busy all the time during the week, life is pretty good here. The weekends are certainly a nice break. I spend a lot of weekend time doing homework but it saves me from going insane during the week. I bet a lot of people in my 17.40 class haven't even started their papers yet. I'm done. Yay for me. I went to the Museum of Science last night with Pearle and Ethan. We went and visited all the exhibits Pearle and I missed back on August 23rd. It's a very well-put together museum, much higher quality than OMSI, not to offend. After my Arnold Air Society meeting today, Pearle called and asked if I wanted to go to the Boston Museum of Fine Arts with her and some friends. What? Once again, free admission for MIT students? Well, yes, that sounds splendid, I'll go. The MFA was actually much more interesting than I expected, although you can't compare it to the Museum of Science though. We probably walked past 5 different colleges/universities on the way there. I forgot to take pictures of downtown Boston but I'll get to it eventually.
The four of us then walked to the Prudential Center and ate dinner at The Cheesecake Factory. Trust me, I would never eat anywhere so expensive if it wasn't covered. Luckily, it was, and I thank Julian's parents for paying for our dinner. It was his birthday, if I haven't already mentioned. I was so full and took some leftovers of my stuffed chicken tortillas home. Now they're waiting in the fridge for me to eat them tomorrow! All in all, I had a fun day. Even typing that paper was occasionally interesting. I really need to try to post here more often. I apologize to those of you who check the blog every day hoping for a new article. If only you could imagine how much work I have to plow through here. Anyway, enjoy the new pictures I uploaded tonight.
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sleepy - Music:Rascal Flatts!
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tired
I've been having a great time so far at one of my most favorite places in the world, MIT. I must say, I have been handling the lack of sleep very well. Why just last night I only got 2 hours. I've been awake for about 18 hours now and I don't believe I've made any typos yet. To give just a brief summary before I collapse onto my bed, the last few days have gone like this: So far I have been blessed with the uncanny ability to wake up at 6:30 every day. Over the last few days, the times I have gone to bed ranged from midnight to 4am. Just now it is 0:30, the beginning of another day.
Saturday the 23rd was mostly marked by my trip to the Boston Museum of Science, which is a good 30 minute walk from campus and grants free admission to MIT students, undoubtedly because MIT has donated several of their exhibits. The museum is amazing and puts OMSI to shame, although they don't have a submarine. I spent the rest of the day going to random food and orientation events with friends. The 24th was notable for the 2008 Freshman Convocation that morning, which is now available to watch on TechTV at http://techtv.mit.edu/file/1321. I also attended some seminars on how to use MIT's computer system and network. From these two events, I acquired stashes of large cookies and cans of soda, respectively. Each side of the campus had a huge party in the evening. East campus was much more interesting due to the fantastic, wooden contraptions constructed by sleep-deprived students in such a short amount of time. The West side party simply consisted of a large amount of people pretending to dance in a dark, humid room and lost my interest upon entering. It was on this night that I stayed up late for an exclusive tour of MIT and didn't return to my dorm 'til 4am. There are some who would like to see this tour come to an end, and a strict code of secrecy is enforced. I can say no more online about this event. Today, the 25th, after two hours of sleep, I awoke at 6:30 to get breakfast and later left to check out the Advanced Standing Exam for 8.01 (Physics: Mechanics). After finding out that passing this nearly impossible exam would simply give me the option of skipping the course, I left to go to building W59 to get my Air Force ROTC uniform. I was originally starting to have reservations about giving such a time commitment but quickly changed my mind once I remembered how well constructed the program is. On a slightly related note, I found out that my academic advisor is none other than Shiela Widnall, who served as secretary of the Air Force from 1993-1997. This will make it very easy to plan my course schedule around ROTC. Later in the afternoon we got into our orientation groups. There are 105 groups with about 8-10 freshmen each. I'm in group 18. We then attended an informational skit put on by the orientation committee about stereotypes and choices.
It was very funny and the actors did a very good job. (Especially with the fact that their characters in the play were given facebook accounts weeks ago and believed until now to be regular freshmen like everyone else). I've reconnected with a lot of old friends from MITES and CPW and made several new ones too. Over the course of a day I learn the name, home state, prospective major, and dorm location of about 20-30 of my comrades. Usually my slate is wiped clean the next day as I am not too good with names. However, a few of these people stand out as I see them on multiple occasions or for extended periods of time and eventually become friends. I've gotten to know each of them a little better. I met Ozzie Figueroa during CPW but forgot who he was over the summer. Over the last few days, I have seen him on occasion and have convinced him that Burton-Conner is the best dorm for us normal people. Being a comrade in the struggle against communism, it would be fortunate if he does move in and ends up on the same floor as me, I could really trust him as a roommate.I met Pearle Lipinski while sitting on the steps of the student center waiting for the museum tour to appear and head off. Our conversations about videogames and Course 16 endured the entirety of the museum trip. Afterward, like so many other people I meet, I prepared to never see her again. However, we both ended up being at the same events and would continue to talk right through them. This happened so often that we eventually just decided to stick together. Thus, we have done a lot of things together, including the maniacal 4 hour tour of which I am not allowed to speak of. Aside from her being liberal-ish, we are now good friends. I can't forget that my best friend Seth from CAL was exactly opposite of me on the political compass quiz. My orientation group contains a handful of other freshmen, including a girl named Erica, who I initially hung around with but now attempt to avoid since she is a chatterbox and doesn't seem to let up talking unless you interrupt her. During the process of one of my escapes, at which time we were currently merged with group 16, I struck up a conversation with a one of their members named Abby Koss who appeared to be very shy of the others. As we filtered into the auditorium for the skit, I sat us down in one of the best locations, chairs right by the exit so y
ou can get out of the auditorium quickly after the play ends instead of having to wait 15 minutes for 1000 people to squeeze out three doorways. Even though she plans to go into ocean engineering, Abby is quite interested in aviation and we spent much of the time before and after the play discussing some of my favorite topics like The Cold War, videogames, and World War III. In the following orientation activity where everyone had to chip in on how the play made us feel, our groups were still merged and we spent most of the time talking to each other. Don't worry, I paid attention some of the time. We then went to the giant orientation BBQ and finally got to sit away from the group, especially Erica, and spent the rest of the night visiting the ruins of the East Campus party, sticking LEDs onto a wacky piece of modern art, and exploring Random Hall. After this, I came here and spent the last hour working on this blog. It is now 1:15. Hopefully this entry included enough details to satiate your curiosity and concern for several days. I am going to go to sleep now.
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